t e n t a n g

funeral

2012-02-10T19:28:00.004+07:00

there you go,

to infinity and beyond.

sleep tight. your duty's done.

good night and day.

you'll be fine

2012-02-08T19:20:00.003+07:00

as what I said,
you'll be fine.

be strong,
my friend.

the gift that God had sent,
has turned away to His place.

may you rest in peace,
fellow.

Angelina Yofanka (1992-2012)

white lies

2012-02-07T23:09:00.001+07:00

did it happen?

ketika maaf bukan lagi sebuah kata

2012-01-29T22:41:00.003+07:00

menanti,
kepositifan diri.

harap tanpa bekas,
menjadi merah membara.

raut sesal,
semoga benar.

tidak jua berarti,
semua hanya kekosongan diri.

hati,
kamu hanya satu
yang dinanti
dan tersakiti.

semoga benar apa adanya.

sometimes life isn't easy

2012-01-29T22:36:00.002+07:00

No, don't cry for me.
Celebrate the one you love.
The way it operates.
No, don't cry for me.
Celebrate the one you love.
The way it oughta be.

Thinking about everything,
Why did you stop?
You don't know what it's like.
isn't that how it goes,
When you're lovesick?
Thinking about everything.

Don't you know sometimes,
When it feels like someone put a hex on you?
Well, I felt like that.
I was blaming myself.
I was cushioning my fall.

Hold my arms back when they beat me,
Leave me in the ditch when they kick me,
Severe my limbs and deceive me,
Sometimes life isn't easy.

Here we go, here we go.
I'm surprised in you.
Here we go home.
Beside you,
And like you,
I'm lost in your doubt.
Scrolling, scrolling, scrolling.

Hold my arms back when they beat me.
(I promise you)
don't you know sometimes,
When you can't see no end to the tricks we play?
Sometimes life isn't easy.

Here we go, here we go.
I'm surprised in you,
Here we go home.
Beside you,
And like you,
I'm lost in your doubt.
Scrolling, scrolling, scrolling

...

Safety net, I regret
I am shaky
(We know you are)
I am shaking

Safety net, I regret
I am shaky
(We know you are)
I am shaking

mew.

imbalance

2012-01-29T09:12:00.001+07:00

you are a
mind controller,
electron.

wajarkah

2012-01-29T00:38:00.001+07:00

kadangkala
kita, manusia ini,
suka sekali
membohongi diri sendiri.

mata membuka,
telinga menyaring, namun
hati menutup.

biar Tuhan yang menilainya.

2012-01-22T19:29:00.001+07:00

I'd rather be alone,
.. for awhile.

to many words for you, dear

2012-01-14T02:08:00.002+07:00

let's start a new one :)
a little, but it has its own meaning,
something,
to us.

leap

2012-01-03T17:24:00.001+07:00

i used to enjoy texting and relaxing
now I don't.

2011, a year to be remembered

2012-01-02T23:44:00.024+07:00

Reminiscing is a sweet thing to be done when you are upset (relaxing, i guess). Giggling about 2011 also makes me feel better to wipe the sadness within.

January. first happiness (I may call).
above the fireworks and starry night. it was superb, wonderful, and lovely. set on my best friend's house and I spent 2 days with you. it kept me smiling all day long.
yes, those happiness.

February. best thing to be remembered. best friends.
took place in Bandung where we walked through the street until 4 am. brutally ended in the train station. see you when i see guys!

March. future aspirators.
arranging this event, basic press training, with THEM is a pleasure thing to be remembered. these guys were sharp minded, great achiever, huge experiences, and bunch of mighty skills. though frankly i was not really "present" in their room, actually i feel comfort to be with these guys. once again, these guys were great. i hope it glued in their head.April. month of lomo photos.
taken in Menteng. loveable memories in two places. hello dearie, we met again (at last!). the very beginning. the-so-much-smiles. i love every detail of you at this part. hair, hugs, mustache milk, kisses, and foods. i hope those feelings grow big and bigger. just like a sequoia, solid.

May. geological trip.
this was not my very first trip but it recorded the happiness in this cave. listened to the explosion of the bombs outside the cave while eating with these geologists. dirty socks. the yellow jacket. the life saver and helper.

June. balloons.
I love you,
with all the yellow balloons. with all wishes. with all respects and misses.
I love you, dearie. it will always be recalled in my neurons every time I step on the next age. you are the sweetener of my life. i love you. these balloons are still kept in my room :)

July. roses and future geologists.
two things i remembered on July. a surprise roses with a confusion in deciding the gift that has been delivered to you (now they're gone) and living day by day in the mountainous land on earth, Karangsambung. best experience i've ever got. 30days with these future geologists was a special event to be remembered in my entire life. both happiness and sadness painted in Karangsambung wall. i hope we will strengthen our bond and make a great relationship among others.

August. missed moment and travelers.
we always wanted to rewind those days. the days of high school. the moment that we had, cropped, and pasted over the old reel. and yet, it happened.
the travelers. i really miss this moment. hoping the next destination would be greater with new followers.

wait for it, we missed: the date.
special moment to be remembered. the bench and swings. marked on our date-list and it has happened. i love you dearie, really.

September, randomness.
the random time with these pals. immediate call to the Peak. relaxing around at Puncak Pass with the cool air and Ludo's.
Checked! still it's special moment to be recalled.

October, museum.
randomly visiting Museum of Indonesian Bank. this is a great museum. must visited!
nico and I. maureen took the picture.

November, executive committee of AAPG.
dinner after the Paul Weimer's visit in Padjajaran University. he's the president of AAPG. doctorish and professor-like with thousands knowledge of geology. best moment on November.

December, Cassia fistula L.
the memorable tree. a one year anniversary.
with lots of laughs and tears that we shed together.
i remember of
a not so special christmas and new year eve
but,
a special person to be loved
and a special year, 2011.

happy new year 2012, people
welcome to the new atmosphere.

i love you, people.
especially YOU dearie, gmw.
i hope we will last.

the other half

2012-01-02T21:43:00.001+07:00

i didn't see you
are you there?

...

2011-12-24T15:00:00.001+07:00

this insane world is going to kill me.
soon.

paradox

2011-12-24T14:08:00.001+07:00

yang dekat menjadi jauh, yang jauh menjadi dekat.
sampai kapan.
saya hanya ingin tidak berkebalikan.

the calling

2011-12-12T20:04:00.001+07:00

i guess,
we're just missing each other.
in different ways.

maaf

2011-12-12T07:20:00.001+07:00

ma.af
(2) ungkapan permintaan ampun atau penyesalan

seharusnya kamu mengerti betul
arti kata itu.

saya harap begitu.
selamat pagi.

invulnerable, yes we are.

2011-12-12T00:09:00.001+07:00

vulnerable is where
you are in the lowest point;
so,
make it invulnerable to stay the same.
I love you, my dearest.
please keep my little words.

soon you will know.

2011-12-11T23:10:00.001+07:00

i always look for you but you run
away

i love you

2011-12-11T17:08:00.000+07:00

I sometimes got so tired of our game
I wanted you to feel the same
And did I say I liked you on the plane?
I wanted you you to feel the same

I wanted you you to feel the same

It breaks my heart to say that when I was in pain
I wanted you to feel the same
But nothing gets you really
It's a shame
I can't believe you didn't feel a thing

I wanted you you to feel the same

i wanted you to feel the same - the radio dept

interaksi

2011-12-11T16:47:00.005+07:00

interaksi in.ter.ak.si
[n] hal saling melakukan aksi, berhubungan, mem-pengaruhi; antarhubungan

saya menggigil
ketika kamu memandang saya berbeda
yang saya rasakan, itu.

saya tidak tahu maksudmu.

saya tidak tahu tujuanmu melangkah kemana.

saya tidak tahu juga mengapa kamu harus membisu.

saya merasakan ketulian dan perih
setelah mendapati itu.

saya merasakan saya mendapati suatu celah
celah, retak, yang membesar
bernanah dengan tidak terobati.

saya merasakan saya yang sama.
saya merasakan suatu perubahan.

kita tidak berkomunikasi,
dan tidak juga merasakan interaksi.

2011-12-11T07:54:00.000+07:00

suddenly,
everything
has changed.

breathless

2011-12-11T01:12:00.001+07:00

i need oxygen.
dying.

to get along with you,
in outer space.

2011-12-11T01:10:00.001+07:00

Where are you

what you say

2011-12-10T00:29:00.001+07:00

it is all not true

explanations

2011-12-09T12:03:00.001+07:00

I no good at it

bleeds

2011-12-09T11:59:00.001+07:00

battery gone red,
so did my heart.

no oxygen, dry

2011-12-09T11:41:00.001+07:00

i talk to nobody
in a black world
and outer space
no lights.

deep.
'til death.

teardrops

2011-12-09T11:37:00.001+07:00

can't say a word
this is madness
and I love you

screen

2011-12-08T13:18:00.001+07:00

seeking every minute,
it is not a habit.
I guess so.

silences

2011-12-04T20:45:00.001+07:00

i used to be a good listener,
but now I'm deaf.

i forgot,
without consciousness

letter to a friend

2011-12-01T23:07:00.002+07:00

a fake is still a fake
you will get it sooner or later

2011-12-01T14:48:00.001+07:00

still,
it ain't easy
to metamorph

"i'll be home for christmas"

2011-11-24T17:14:00.001+07:00

time is precious
and
i have just
wasted it

2011-11-20T15:04:00.001+07:00

I was busied
by my own
minds

metamorfosa

2011-11-12T00:25:00.006+07:00

saya sudah baca buku itu.
buku yang berkemungkinan akan merubah perspektifitas saya
terhadap partikel kecil yang berjalan dalam setiap detiknya

otak.

saya cukup kagum dengan bahasa dan pengetahuan dan buku itu.
sampai-sampai beberapa bagian
bagi saya tak cukup mengerti apa yang dibahasnya.

singkat saja,
perspektifitas dalam hidup ditentukan oleh kita, masing-masing manusia.
kita yang membuat itu ada. dapat dirubah, seperti fluida katanya.

hanya saja, pertanyaannya cuma satu,

kapan.

chance comes only once,
i knew it.

:midnight monologue

2011-11-05T20:53:00.001+07:00

I'm missing those days.
laughs
smiles
with all prayers.

entah mengapa

2011-11-05T20:19:00.001+07:00

mengapa

something's wrong

2011-11-05T19:57:00.001+07:00

It ain't right

I don't care

2011-11-05T14:12:00.002+07:00

trust no one.
still the same.

even the closest.

yang dirasanya, memang begitu adanya

2011-11-05T03:01:00.001+07:00

ketika aku memelukmu,
kamu memeluk mimpi.
ketika aku pergi,
kamu memeluk kapuk.
ketika sudah tiada,
kamu malah mencari.

semua itu adalah permainan mimpi.
mimpi yang sebenarnya.

mimpi dan hanya bermimpi

2011-11-05T02:54:00.003+07:00

letih merasuk jiwa.
lupa akan segalanya.

semuanya itu adalah mimpi.
hanya mimpi dan bermimpi.

janggal.

bertanya-tanya

2011-11-05T02:49:00.003+07:00

terkadang,
kalimat adalah kalimat dan
kata adalah kata. terus begitu.
tidak menjadi sebuah realisasi yang benar adanya.

entah mengapa itu selalu terjadi
sebelum ada pemicu untuknya berubah.
selalu sama.

oleh karena itu saya menjadi bingung.
sampai sekarang ini,
karena memang beda adanya.

saya menginginkan kebenaran itu.
saya menginginkan ketika kalimat adalah fakta
dan benar perlakuannya, benar adanya, tanpa kalimat mati dan hampa.
kalimat menenangkan yang tidak jua membawa kebenaran.
kalimat yang membangun, bukan menidurkan.
kalimat yang apa adanya.
saya rasa saya 'hilang' dalam itu.
gelap dan memilukan.

ketika malam menjadi pagi

2011-11-05T02:01:00.001+07:00

senampaknya,
aku lebih menginginkan pagi
daripada malam kelam.
sunyi.
tidak bersandar apapun.
letih dan terlelap.
berbeda kala pagi bersiul
dan muncul refraksi cahaya hangat
di sela kisi jendela.
tenang,
dalam dekapan.

kamu tahu itu,
hanyalah mimpi.

damai

2011-10-29T02:22:00.001+07:00

ketika negara ini,

sekuler.

midnight talk

2011-10-29T01:45:00.004+07:00

"... saat mereka menertawakan kamu karena keanehanmu,
seharusnya kamu lebih menertawakan mereka
atas kesamaan yang selalu ada pada mereka." - HJS

kidnapper

2011-10-29T01:13:00.000+07:00

hide away,

let's play
hide and seek.

corner

2011-10-29T00:35:00.000+07:00

kinda miss those guys,
the old friends.

talking

2011-10-29T00:20:00.001+07:00

depleted to myself.

null.
an emptiness.

if you want to

2011-10-29T00:13:00.001+07:00

find someone else

off the cage

2011-10-28T22:24:00.000+07:00

free,
flaps,
and fly.

striving is the only way

#HariBlogger

2011-10-27T07:20:00.000+07:00

selamat hari Blogger nasional, bloggers !!

the future

2011-10-25T20:53:00.000+07:00

saya takut menatap masa depan
(tetapi kata orang, tidak boleh takut)
takut akan semua problema
yang harus dihadapi,
jalan yang harus ditempuh,
dan pasangan yang cocok
sembilan puluh persen.

pilihan hidup.
itu yang harus dicari.
bersabar,
berusaha,
dan bekerja.

tapi saya yakin,
semuanya akan datang pada suatu hari
dimana ketakutan itu akan terhapus
dan pilihan hidup yang
saya tapaki menjadi benar adanya.

chasing dreams

2011-10-23T16:56:00.001+07:00

hope is a positive thing

inadequate

2011-10-22T11:44:00.000+07:00

please, make this Saturday longer than ever.
I need more time.

the quality of precious time.

about the C, H, and O

2011-10-13T09:10:00.001+07:00

"No hydrocarbons, no shales"

just like they say

2011-10-12T23:36:00.001+07:00

this has been far enough to be walked.
I'm sure this is right though many obstacles
against us. they just don't know how to be
loved deeply. mad against the time and
dimension. it was all insane. but you should have known that "none's gonna love you like I did."

that's what they say,
just like "band of horses" sang.

I love you my long-distance-partner
and will always do.

2011-10-11T19:11:00.001+07:00

"Untuk segala sesuatunya, ada waktunya" - Anonymous

death

2011-10-10T20:19:00.001+07:00

None knows,
He knows.

Odd.

minority

2011-10-09T23:30:00.001+07:00

"Lebih baik diasingkan daripada menyerah kepada kemunafikan" - Soe Hok Gie

you'll be fine

2011-10-07T19:47:00.001+07:00

smile though your heart is aching
smile even though it's breaking
when there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
if you smile through your fear and sorrow
smile and maybe tomorrow
you'll see the sun come shining through for you

light up your face with gladness
hide every trace of sadness
although a tear may be ever so near
that's the time you must keep on trying
smile, what's the use of crying?
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile

that's the time you must keep on trying
smile, what's the use of crying?
you'll find that life is still worthwhile
if you just smile

nat's song - smile

inspires

2011-10-06T10:41:00.001+07:00

satu
persatu
orang hebat mulai hilang

somehow

2011-10-05T00:55:00.001+07:00

I trust none,
I did.

absolute-zero

2011-09-19T19:27:00.000+07:00

sometimes,
we just see.

we don't learn.

temptation

2011-09-18T19:38:00.002+07:00

sesuai judulnya saya sering memikirkan segala hal untuk ini.

"is this the power of love? to reject something that is not belong to you?"

i love you

the funniest of you

2011-09-17T00:41:00.001+07:00

is
your laugh

blind-folded

2011-09-15T14:02:00.002+07:00

who are these creatures?

hello, sunshine

2011-09-15T01:17:00.002+07:00

obviously,
one of your post-it

i miss both of you and that day

good morning and good luck,
sunshine.

get well soon

2011-09-12T23:52:00.001+07:00

for
both
of
us

take care, dearie

moon theory

2011-09-12T23:47:00.007+07:00

the moon was completely perfect

and she said, "i saw the full moon! took a look. happy mooncake."

i smile
the moon theory appears
meaning the moon was beholding us
in different places,
under the same sky,
which is the black starry night.

everyday,
i miss you like this.

i love you, my-long-distance-partner.

good night.

sweetener

2011-08-04T16:28:00.000+07:00

i smell you,
all over my place.

i just want to see you smile everyday

2011-08-03T19:55:00.002+07:00

Lord, Why these all happened to me?
Did I do something bad?
What have I done?

#1

2011-08-03T19:36:00.003+07:00

jarak ini jauh
jangan sampai terlalu jauh,
kita

walking the distances

2011-08-03T19:34:00.001+07:00

glad He gives us a chance to breath

lumpuh

2011-08-02T19:59:00.002+07:00

nampaknya,
kata-kataku telah kau perdayai,
kau siasati,
agar mereka tak dapat bergerak
sedikitpun.

white chamber

2011-08-02T08:27:00.001+07:00

simplicity is mine
simplicity is ours.

menuju pusatmu. gravitasi.

2011-06-30T23:42:00.003+07:00

apa yang diberikan itulah kenyataannya.

janganlah melangkah keluar jalur.

karena saya tidak menginginkannya.

sungguh.

seluruhnya jatuh menuju pusat.

bahkan saya berharap

tetapan gravitasi meningkat lebih dari 10

sungguh.

satu kata

2011-06-30T23:41:00.002+07:00

kangen

saya hanya berharap
kalau kalau sebulan
layaknya sehari
dengan detik
yang diperlambat

why do I love you?

2011-06-27T09:38:00.001+07:00

you are,
my tail.

open your eyes

2011-06-27T09:35:00.001+07:00

GODDAMN T R U E YO U ID I OT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

somewhow, we're just the same

2011-06-27T09:26:00.002+07:00

kamu bukan itu
kamu bukan itu
kamu adalah aku

kamu geni maharani
tolong.

what you know?

2011-06-27T09:20:00.000+07:00

i want you to be here, yesterday, tomorrow, and so on.

absurd

2011-06-27T09:19:00.001+07:00

dulu kamu mimpi.
sekarang kamu ada,
besok?

kesabaran

2011-06-27T08:02:00.006+07:00

apakah arti dari kesabaran itu
saya tidak menemukannya di dalam hidup ini

1. ketenangan hati dalam menghadapi cobaan; sifat tenang (sabar): ia pun akan kehilangan -nya apabila diperlakukan tidak adil dan melampaui batas

melihat kalimat di atas, secara harafiah memang mudah diartikan. namun, secara konteks lahiriah, sepertinya sangat sulit untuk diresapi.

sepulang dari perjalanan panjang,
saya mencari waktu untuk berpikir sekitar 10 menit
mencari arti dari kesabaran tidaklah mudah karena memang pada halnya,
aspek-aspek yang dibutuhkan ternyata melebihi dari dugaan.

diam
dan tutup mata.

yang saya pertanyakan,
apakah bentuk dari kesabaran itu sendiri?
apakah kesabaran seperti besi yang ditempa terus menerus sampai merah dan panas?
apakah kesabaran hanya sebuah bola hitam yang hampa?
apakah kesabaran adalah transisi warna putih menuju kehitaman atau sebaliknya?
saya masih tidak mengerti sebetulnya.

kemudian,
sampai berapa banyak batas maksimal dari kesabaran?
apakah orang yang bersabar pasti mendapatkan hikmahnya entah di hari ke-berapa puluh?
atau hanya bernasib terabaikan saja?
atau adakah nasib lain yang bisa menyeimbangkan 'kesabaran' itu sendiri?

saya hanya tidak mengerti
saya hanya membacanya dalam kamus, arti dari kesabaran itu.
sudah bertahun-tahun saya belajar bahasa indonesia tanpa mengerti rasa buah kesabaran.

nampaknya,
hanya Dia yang mengerti arti dari kesabaran itu.

semoga Dia melihat segala isi baik buruknya.

karena saya ingin mengerti dan saya membutuhkan kesabaran itu.

sweet scent of thousand island

2011-06-22T23:21:00.002+07:00

mengikat,
alveoliku
sampai
menyusup,
meradang,
di
kepala.

aku pasrah,
dan menyerah.

when i saw you sleeping

2011-06-22T23:18:00.001+07:00

watching terrible TV
it kills all thoughts
getting spacier than
an astronaut
making out with people
i hardly know or like
i can't believe what i do
late at night

I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above

only when we get to see
the aerial view
will the patterns show
we'll know what to do
i know the last page so well
i can't read the first
so i just don't start
it's getting worse

[chorus]
i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
i'm standing at the gates
i see the beauty above

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
i can't find my way in
i try again and again

i'm on the outside of love
always under or above
i can't find my way in
i try again and again

i'm on the outside of love
always under or above
must be a different view
to be a me with a you

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
i'm standing at the gates
i see the beauty above

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
of course I'll be alright
i just had a bad night

inside of love - nada surf

thank you, dearest

2011-06-19T21:59:00.004+07:00

thanks for everything from 10 to 5
thanks for 20 balloons and cards
thanks for the love and care
thanks for home-me-hug
thanks for accepting back in that day
thanks for accompanying in hard days
thanks for hugging my shirt today thus your scent makes me smile
thanks for always hugging me
thanks for listening to me
thanks for your time
thanks for your always be there

thanks for being you

semua

2011-06-18T01:20:00.000+07:00

untukmu, dariku.

juang

2011-06-18T01:18:00.002+07:00

kata-kata yang telah mati,
biarlah mati.

karena apa yang sudah mati,
memang harus mati.

kata-kata yang patut hidup,
bilamana dihembuskan kehidupan,
biarlah hidup.

karena apa yang telah hidup,
harus berjuang untuk tetap ada.

wujud

2011-06-18T01:16:00.001+07:00

matahari dan bulan pun berpapasan
kemarin.

inside you

2011-06-18T01:15:00.000+07:00

for all the line I had trace, I found the white line

2011-06-08T17:04:00.000+07:00

kaki renta tetap berlari
sebaliknya diriku mati

mereka, yang dikasihani,
seharusnya tidak mati

what am I waiting for?

2011-05-25T00:30:00.001+07:00

don't waste your time.

the rain will be swept away.
and the sun will appear and pull you out
from the longest well you might ever fell into.

I love you, sunshine.

postingan lama

2011-05-25T00:20:00.001+07:00

monoton,
similar,
dan
hitam putih.

beginilah cara hidup dari kertas putih dibalik hitam ini.

episode sang penjahit

2011-05-25T00:16:00.001+07:00

dan cerita berlanjut kepada episode beratus ribu lamanya.

mencari kembali serat-serat yang terjalin menjadi benangan bahkan rajutan.
berlembar dan tidak tahu berapa panjangnya,
karena memang pada dasarnya benangan ini sedang terajut dengan serat tanpa batas.
tentunya rajutan yang telah selesai akan menjadi kehangatan awal yang baik.

semoga tidak ada robekan,
tarikan, dan hambatan.

sempurna akan rajutan.

dan kemudian,
sang penjahit terus merajut.
sampai lama batasnya.

#nowplaying

2011-05-11T21:22:00.000+07:00

Said the voice from afar,
Don't you know it doesn't
have to be so hard? Waiting for
everyone else around to argee,
might take too long

When it won't be so hard,
(it won't be so hard)

Well it's true,yes, but you
wont't get far telling me
that you are all you're meant
to be, when the one from my
dream is sitting right next
to me and I don't know
what to do

Oh alter ego.

Get them to love you,
while the may depending
on your words and wealth,
the only one who's really
judging you is yourself.
Nobodyy else.

If I could part,
it wouldn't be so hard.

Well it's true yes, but you
won't get far telling me that
you are all you're meant to
be when the one from my
dream is sitting right next
to me and I don't know
what to do.

Oh alter ego.

alter ego - tame impala

#nowplaying

2011-05-11T21:21:00.001+07:00

You're perfect photographs on the wall
And if I know you you're ok
I don't wanna dance anymore
I don't wanna sing anymore
I don't wanna dance anymore we used to sing

I thought I'd be ok till I hit that floor
I thought I'd be fine till I needed more

I thought I'd be ok till I hit that floor
Oh, I need more I need more I need more

I thought my life would get easier
Instead its getting harder, instead it's getting harder

I thought my life would get easier,
Instead it's darker, instead it's getting colder...
Without you

My life's a book of short stories,
And we wrote a new one everyday

I don't understand anymore
You don't love me anymore
I don't understand anymore and I can't think

Why can't I let you go?
Why can't I let you go?
Hate you I wanted to hate you

book of stories - the drums

maumu

2011-04-30T00:53:00.001+07:00

tidak tahu

apa

rage

2011-04-29T20:35:00.001+07:00

i don't know
what's happening.

i've tried chocolates,
they don't work out.

i've tried sleep,
still the same.

and music,
still it stuck.

so fixless.

tanya kepada hari

2011-04-29T14:08:00.001+07:00

dimanakah anda?

2011-04-29T14:03:00.001+07:00

terkadang,
aku melihat dirimu
bagai seorang yang sok

apa daya,
hatiku direbutmu.

aku,
bertekuk lutut,
kepada tanah.